~Rigs~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7ry4cx6HfY

Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A laugh that healed the broken heart with all that it could.

Lived the life so endlessly.
Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could.

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our features hold
Foolish lies of growin' old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind.

Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.
The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough to despise
But I'll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied.

So far away.

And I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to,
Need you to know...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMLsF8ajI6U

Dirty little secret,
Dirty little lies.
Say your prayers and comb your hair,
Save your soul tonight.

Drift among the faithful,
Bury your desires.
Aberrations fill your head,
You need a place to hide
And I am...

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember me?

Chorus:

When your world comes crashing down
I want to be there.
(If God is looking down on me)

I’m not Jesus,
Jesus wasn’t there!

You confess it all away,
But it don't mean to me
(If God is looking down on me)

I’m not Jesus,
I will not forgive!


No I won’t!
No I won’t.

I thought you were a good man,
I thought you talked to God.
You hippocratic, messianic, child abusing-turned-satanic.

Do you remember me?
Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Do you remember?

Do you remember?

Chorus:

When your whole world comes undone,
Let me be the one to say:
(If God is looking down on me)

"I’m not Jesus,
You can’t run away!"

And the innocence you spoiled
Will find a way to live.
(If God is looking down on me)

I’m not Jesus
I will not forgive!


I will not forgive.
I won’t be whatever you wanted.
I will not forgive.
I won’t be whatever you wanted.

Do you remember me?
And the kid I used to be?
Not the same as I used to be!
Oh, do you remember my name?

Chorus:

When your world comes crashing down,
I want to be there
(If God is looking down on me)

I’m not Jesus,
Jesus wasn’t there

You confess it all away,
But it don't mean shit to me!
(If God is looking down on me)

I'm not Jesus,
I will not,
I’m not Jesus,
I will not forgive!

Oh, I will not forgive, yeah yeah!
No, I will not forgive!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaVcRnPt3EM

I'm so sick of me, being sick of you, 
And the way you look, all the things you do, 
You drive me crazy, drive me crazy
Sick of being broke, can't pay the rent
I'm about to snap, I can't handle this
I'm doing crazy, doing crazy (going crazy)

If you're sick like me 
There's no stopping now, 
Try to break it up 
And just let it out
If I was sick like you, 
I would feed the fire
I would light it up 
And watch it all drop down

I'm so sick of my life 
It's the same old trip, 
Try to make it bend, 
But it never gives
Look what you made me (what you made me)
Well I hate my boss, 
He's a little b*tch
If he keeps it up, 
I'll make him quit
Or I'll go crazy
I'm going crazy

If you're sick like me 
The 
Try to break it up 
And just let it out
If I was sick like you, 
I would feed the fire
I would light it up 
And watch it all drop down
(And watch it all drop down)

I'm so sick of me, being sick of you, 
And the way you look, all the things you do, 
You drive me crazy, drive me crazy
Yeah! 

If you're sick like me 
There's no stopping now, 
Try to break it up 
And just let it out
If I was sick like you, 
I would feed the fire
I would light it up 
And watch it all drop down

(If you're sick like me, 
There's no stopping now
There's no stopping now
Watch it all drop down
If you're sick like me
Then you're sick like me) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsCD5XCu6CM
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzRk5EIHAoI

The good life is what I need
To many people stepping over me
The only thing that's been on my mind
Is the one thing thing I need before I die

All I want
Is a little of the good life
All I need
Is to have a good time
Ohhhh, the good life
[x2]

The good life

I don't really know who I am
It's time for me to take a stand
I need a change and I need it fast
I know that any day could be the last

All I want
Is a little of the good life
All I need
Is to have a good time
Ohhhh, the good life
[x2]

Hold on, hold on
I always wanted it this way
(You never wanted it this way)
Hold up, hold up
I always wanted it this way
(You didn't ask for it this way)
I always wanted it this way

The good life

All I want
Is a little of the good life
All I need
Is to have a good time
Ohhhh, The good life
[x2]

The good life