Have you ever told a friend something you did not want broadcasted to the whole world, because you thought they would keep it to themselves only to have them telling everyone? That is what has been happening to me lately. I told someone something I wanted them to know, but I did not want everyone else to know and this person keeps "letting it slip by accident" in public. SERIOUSLY DOES HE THINK I AM THAT BLOODY STUPID???? He did it twice in the same night the first time. Then tonight he did it again LESS THEN 3 MIN AFTER I REMINDED HIM NOT TO TELL IT. NO ONE IS THAT STUPID. He tried to cover his rear by saying he messed up because he has a tooth ache. REALLY if he has a tooth ache that bad why the hell does he have a rub in his mouth. The last thing I want when I have a tooth ache is juices in my mouth leaking into the tooth that hurts.
I was having a really great week till tonight. When I get this upset it makes me want to go eat some comfort foods, but that is not the answer to this. Eating chocolate will only put back on some of the weight I worked so hard to loose. So I sit here crying and wondering why someone I called my friend for years is stabbing me in the back every chance he gets. I am putting this on this blog because I only have a very few friends on this id so I know it will be between me and them.
Now I need to make a decision as to if I want to continue associating with this person. How can I call him my friend if he is hurting me every time I see him. It sucks when people you called your friend do things to hurt you. I need to think about myself for once and my health. Two different doctors told me this week my overall health is good, but one said stress is what has been causing my palpitations in my chest. I think it is best for me to steer myself away from things that cause me stress even if the things causing it I once called friends. It may be better to lead a lonely life separated from people I used to call my friends then to have them put me in the hospital. THAT LAST REMARK WAS NOT AIMED AT ANYONE ON THE FRIENDS LIST TO THIS ID you guys are few because I know I can trust you not to tell things you read here.
