jane_and.the_dragon
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LIFE GOES ON
It is nearly a month after my brothers death and life goes on, but I
find myself thinking a lot about all the things my brother will not get
to do. He will not see his grand children grow up. He will not see
the snow fall this winter or the lights of Christmas. I find myself
wondering what great power chooses who will live and who will die. A
friend of mine pondered why the good people die young. He lost his
wife this year too. I told him it is because God does not want the bad
people. lol I try to consol myself in that it is just the circle of
life, but I see myself heading for a deep depression this Christmas.
Christmas has been hard on me sense my grandpa died on Christmas day
when i was 11. This year will be extra hard without my brother. One
of the things we had at every family gathering was my 2 brothers setting
at the dining room table nearly the whole time talking. This year my
younger brother will not have our older brother. BUT LIFE GOES ON. I
am just hoping I do not end up needing meds to get through. I have
been depressed most of the summer, and I am always depressed in the
winter.
