First the good news my nephew is back out of the hospital and doing as well as can be expected at this time. I should be really happy about that great news, and I was for like and hour. Then the strangest thing happened out of no where and for no reason something popped into my head that happened nearly 3 years ago. I thought I had forgotten all about it, but there it was right in the front of my mind washing over my good feelings about my nephew and putting me in a sad mood. The crazy thing is it should not have been able to do this. The 2 things had nothing to do with one another. There was nothing in the news about my nephew that should have triggered this long buried memory, and yet there it was. Sometimes I wish I could just flip a switch and shut off parts of my memory, the parts with the bad memories in it. Usually I know where things like this come from and have some idea what brought them back to the surface of my mind. This time I got no clue what caused this one to surface. Things like that tend to worry me, because as many of you know I am a psychic empathy and when something comes into my head from such a long gone time ago there is usually something attached to it that made it happen.
Only time will tell why it happened MAYBE , but for now I am going to try to push it back out of my head or at least to the back of my mind so I can enjoy the good news that my nephew is home from the hospital. The hard part is going to be to not obsess about this random thought and there by keep it on the surface. An on off switch for my mind would be really helpful about now.
